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ladybug20 39, Female, Canada - 9 entries

Oct 2006
2:51 PM PST

All I can say is ...I give up. You or anyone else is NOT worth it anymore. I'd rather be completely by myself out here instead of crying every fucking night because of your god damn lies. And your god damn guessing games ...just when you think that someone is different than everyone else ...you figure out that they are the same as everyone else. I love you is 8 letters and so is bullshit.

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kid 34, Female, New York, USA - 20 entries

Oct 2006
6:39 AM EDT

today is ok so far but is about to get a whole lot worse i can tell and it going to drive me fucking nuts damn!

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luckygurl15 36, Female, Nevada, USA - First entry!

Oct 2006
5:47 PM EDT

Im new in public journaling and im hoping that it will find people to help me with my everyday life crisists...like my mom for instance. she is always freaking about her weight and then trys to put it on us, saying things like you need to help me, or dont let me eat any junk food and when we try to stop her she just says its my body ill do what i want, its my body. she doesnt understand that we're trying to help. then when i want to eat something that isnt so healthy she says stuff like omg that will go straight to your mid section and i can already see it happening... as a teen ager i cant take that kind of creative critisism. What she says has effected me in the long hold and she doesnt even relize she does it...when i try to tell her to just leave me alone i can be as healthy as i want to be she yells and says that i need to be very healthy to be very happy. i kinda understand where shes coming from and i know if i became over weight that i would hate myself. thats probably true but i play alot of sports and do alot of activities which increases my motabilism which keeps my weight off. somebody please help me in trying to explain this to my mom with out her totally getting offended.

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meagan 47, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Oct 2006
2:39 AM EST

Wow, it has been a busy start to my week! I'm working SO much, but I feel hyper and happy to work lately so that's good. I had a lot of computer work Monday and Tuesday and I just sat there for 9 hours every day after my morning workout, then I went straight to the studio to teach my classes at night. It really helps me to not stray from my healthy-eating diet cause I feel I can't think of anything except WORK WORK WORK! So, I have eaten really well this week so far and I'm actually starting to see a little bit of improvement in how my body is looking (which seemed to take forever this time after cleaning up my diet and working out for a few weeks). Yesterday I mixed up my workout by taking a step class at Goodlife - that was a really great idea and I think I'll take a few classes a week - might as well since I belong to a real gym now! It really is a lot more inspiring than doing the stairclimber or the treadmill by myself - I had forgotten how good a sweat you get from exercise classes! I'm usually a total spazz in step class (and to think - I used to teach it!) but I wasn't as bad as I thought I'd be yesterday! This morning I went for a run outdoors and later I'll be teaching two cardio types of classes at the studio so that will be it for me in terms of working out. As well as getting tons of work for my studio done, I've been having a really creative time lately - I've come up with two whole shows I want to put on in 2007 - one a Latin one for my group (which has been a long time coming) and another brand new idea for a solo bellydance show (more details coming soon!) I've decided that if I can make it through each week being really healthy I will reward myself at the end of the week with something I want... this week, if I can stay pretty clean all week, I will finally go and get my hair fixed once and for all (colour-wise). If you know me at all - you know what I'm talking about probably! Anyways, must get to the studio now for a 10:30am class. Bye for now!

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lah23 34, Female, Nevada, USA - 12 entries

Oct 2006
3:28 PM EDT

hey every one this is your girl lah

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SkaterKitty 35, Female, Texas, USA - 10 entries

Oct 2006
8:24 AM CST

Ok today is a Wednesday and I really don’t want to go to church tonight because I don’t like going but my dad makes me so yeah. Me and carlos are doing ok. He got mad at me and wouldn’t talk to me last night and just like I thought that things weren’t going to work. I really hate it because in every single one of my relationships, I’ve been cheated on and I really really don’t like that at all. I personally cant stand it and it just makes me wonder if I should ever go into another relationship ever again. And yeah. But with him its different. He hasn’t cheated on me and im actually happy and he makes me feel wanted unlike all those other guys. They freaking hit me and shit just because I wouldn’t do what they wanted which is a pile of bull. So yeah. Hmm. Im at school and I figured out that you can download the messengers and not get into trouble without them knowing about it. So im happy about that. That’s totally wicked awesome. Lol  so yeah…. Right now, what im thinking that im going to do after school is that im going to go home and go to sleep but im not sure that somethings not going to come up. This weekend we have marching competition too and like we have to compete with the 2A’s instead of 1A’s because there are only 2 registered in the 1A category. So yeah. We’d better kick some 2A ass even though we are deleon. We got screwed over last year because they gave us a 3 and like we didn’t deserve it. We at least deserved a 2. But yeah. Im going to go for now but I’ll write back later. Bye From Carlos’s girl Rose lewis

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4me 54, Female, California, USA - First entry!

Oct 2006
5:27 PM PDT

This is my weight loss journal... to keep me on track and keep my thoughts clear. I just started my program today, Lean for Life, low carb and sane. Today is just low carb... I'm feeling a bit too hungry for sane! Tummy-growl be damned! I am motivated to lose this major amount of weight, as my username says, for ME. I want to be healthy and strong and able to walk without getting short of breath. I want to have a physical actiity goal... just don't know what, yet. I'll figure it out. Mortgage broker called for my fiancee today and said that I "sound really good." Over the phone flirtation... I want to look as good as I sound. Blessings.

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kid 34, Female, New York, USA - 20 entries

Oct 2006
8:22 AM EDT

shit today is going bad already my so called boyfriend just broke up with me even though he knows I have a lot on my mind right now it just really pissed me off DAMN IT!!!

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SkaterKitty 35, Female, Texas, USA - 10 entries

Oct 2006
4:14 AM CST

I really havent written in a while. But everythings going pretty good with me lately. Welli guess. my boyfriend still likes this girl anna that i really dont like. but he says he loves me. so im confused. i need help. anyone wanna help me?

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Bonnie 66, Female, New York, USA - 14 entries

Oct 2006
4:59 AM EDT

The whispers in the morning Of lovers sleeping tight Are rolling like thunder now As I look in your eyes I hold on to your body And feel each move you make Your voice is warm and tender A love that I could not forsake I am your lady And you are my man Whenever you reach for me I’ll do all that I can Lost is how I’m feeling lying in your arms When the world outside is too Much to take That all ends when I’m with you Even though there may be times It seems I’m far away Never wonder where I am cause I am always by your side We’re heading for something Somewhere I’ve never been Sometimes I am frightened But I’m ready to learn Of the power of love The sound of your heart beating Made it clear Suddenly the feeling that I cant go on Is light years away

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